08-09-2012
It has been a while since I last posted. My computer died and well just not got round to it. Mom had a court hearing which she hoped to regain custody of her children. I had an altercation in the hallway with her idiot sister. Sister told her that I said I blamed her for the death of my son. I did no such thing. I said my son would be still alive had he not got involved with her. Mom told her lawyer I said it to her. Note to self. Record all conversations with mom and her family.
Anyway after arguing with the judge, caseworker her lawyer was shot down. The judge more or less said BULLSHIT. and reassigned the case to a month away.

06.31.2013 -- I was able to pull the last message from my son from my telephone provider. I have it on my desktop and listen to it daily, just to hear his voice one last time. Two days before he died he and his wife came by here, they weren't suppose to, there is a protected order on the baby. He was in a rage, obvious messed up on drugs. I told him he wasn't suppose to be here. He dared me to call the cops. I decided, when he left I was done with him. The next day was his bride's birthday and I had told him I would go to dinner with them. I avoided the calls all day. Never answering. In his last message he is messed up. Starts off going to wish me a happy birthday. In the call he said 5 times he loved me.