05.27.2013 -- saw today that the widow enjoyed some time at the lake this weekend. Gee, it must be nice to not have a care in the world. Here I am taking care of oneof herchildren while the paternal grandmother takes care of the other two. No worries, the merry widow.
I found some old stuffed animals that belonged to my son, yesterday. I am still looking for the cute little pink pig I bought him before he was born. I found a pink pig but it was a puppet, not the same one. I miss him so very much.

The drugs my son was taking destroyed his mind. He lost all sense of everything. He quit, actually mutual agreement, his great job. Because he could not be bothered to go to work.  He blamed it on his inability to sleep. Which was why he got one of the drugs. Xanax. It made you not care. About anything. What they planned on doing is beyond me. the house was in forclosure, two cars had been repoed. One my husband bailed out with the promise to pay him back, ha, that never happened! He gave them 1500$ only 800 was used for the car the rest was used for who knows what. The water was cut off, the widow had the cable turned back on. My husband again had to pay to have the water cut back on. I just don't understand.