06.15.2013 -- tomorrow would have been my sons first father's day. His daughter is so beautiful and sweet. I can read her cues now. I can tell what she wants or needs. Her mother is spending the insurance money like crazy. She bought the baby stuff she doesn't need. A plastic toy cellphone, a plastic toy computer, a stuff animal with flashing lights. None of it appropriate. She doesn't need to be amused to death. Seems to me with flashing lights it could be harmful for the baby. I am tempted to say something but I won't. I will just keep them put aside. A baby is truly happy with a muffin pan and a wooden spoon. Let her make her own noise. A baby monitor, what the hell is it needed for, if the parent can't be attentive enough to hear his or her own baby maybe they don't need the baby. No one should be in a stupor where they can't hear the baby cry.